breathing tomatoes

Vintage!

2008-04-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my friend, Cha had her photoshoot for her final portfolio (I think). Sooo.. she asked me [HAHA], Wency, Erika and Mickey to model for her

Here are some pictures:

These were unedited from Cha's Multiply:

HAHA this is sooo funny

Wency Young - as Eraserheads guy hehe

Pictures from my cam!

Mark taking Mickey's photo

Mickey dressed as a gay person

Mickey and I (taken by Cha)

One more school day and I'm off to vacation. Can't wait :)

Instead of studying

2008-04-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

I partied last night with some highschool friends and Mika's college barkada. Hahaha. Just to loosen up things. GAHD I AM SO STRESSED BY JUST THE THOUGHT OF MY PROJECTS DUE.

So, let's just photoblog, shall we? ;P

My new do;P

With my bestfriend

Bea, Dana and Bang

With the birthday girl, Ross!

Bea, Dana, Bang and Mika

Ohhh looks like the DJ joined in! :))

OFF TO WORK. BYE.

2008-03-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

This is it. JUNIOR YEAR. ;P We were scheduled to pre-enroll today at 2pm but I got to log in 30 minutes ahead so I now have the sched I wanted:) No more night class! :D

DESKPUB and DESPRIN are subjects that didn't get an approval for the past terms (reason still unknown)

HAAY. Can't wait for this term to end

5 days in Paradise

2008-03-25T12:52:00.004+08:00

This is gonna be long! Hahaha :)

Day 1

The brownies that I brought for Norman and his family :)

Pena's residence (Naga, CamSur)!

Norman wanted a jumpshot.. So here ya go! ;)

After an 8-hour drive from Manila, we finally reached Milaor, CamSur! That's where my dad and his siblings spent their childhood days.. We hung around for a while with the other children and we headed to Pena's residence in Naga after a short while (where we stayed). I had a little photoshoot with my cousin, Norman for my FOTOGRA class around their village:D

Day 2

On our way to CWC!

Me and Ysabel, my niece :D

The place was really packed

Norman was studying for his thesis defense so while waiting, me and my brother went to McD's for our fave Nuggets with sundae. I got myself a pair of ankle boots for 50 bucks from the nearest thrift shop (2nd hand of course). HAHA. Ang fun! :)) Then we went back to Normy's house and headed for CWC without our parents.. Norman drove us going there and the place was packed! We just checked the place, actually... My camera died after an hour so I didn't get to take lots of pics. The internet at Milaor's really messing up so me, Kristine and Kathleen decided to bring our laptops and go to a coffee shop with a wifi hot spot instead.

Day 3

Ate Kath and I

Distorted at 12mm!

Before realizing there were men who planned to steal our stuff

Good Friday, wow! Time for fasting.. Attended a procession.. Yada yada.. Before reaching the Pena residence, we saw a coffee shop opened so we got our laptops and went back to get some decent internet connection with my 2 brothers, Norman and Ate Kath. After a few hours, some big men outside (they scattered themselves and kept taking glances at us) started to look suspicious and seemed like they were planning to steal our stuff or worse, KILL US (Haha).. So Norman got his car and hurried our way home. WE GOT SUPER SCARED. FREAK. The security guards on duty looked pretty useless. THANK GOD my lovely camera's still with me :) Heehee. I love you, God.

Day 4

CWC Part 2!

Sight seeing still.

Me and my cousins :)

We canceled our scheduled trip to Manila for today to make way for our "Naga Nightlife" activity.. Haha! And it's also the start of our DLT reunion :) So as not to miss picture-takings and other important stuff, we decided to stay :)

Day 5

Ate Kathy and her cuuuteee son, Zach

Yes, we've got identical shirts!

A mass and little reunion again in the morning, then we're on our way to Manila at 4PM

I have missed CamSur so much that I want to go back ..:(

Helllooo! :)

2008-03-23T12:34:00.001+08:00

I'll be back home tomorrow midnight and i just missed the WWW that's why I went out to get some internet connection :D

I spent the Holy Week at Naga, Camarines Sur coz we have this very grand reunion which only happens every 5 years.. I also checked the famous CWC in Pili which is half an hour drive from here.. I really miss Manila! :( Tomorrow, everything's gonna be back to normal.. HAAAY. I had trouble with the enlistment (not my fault - probably the adviser's or registrars... HASSLE.)

The full details will be on the following entry (including our stay in one the coffee shops here that scared us to death)... For now, I'm gonna post some pictures I uploaded in my Flickr site the other day

All set for Finals!

2008-03-14T13:52:00.006+08:00

Hello Blackie:) Click the image to enlarge
(That's my photo for today since my camera's idle for the past days)

I'm just a couple of projects away from my vacation.. Our classes end at the 2nd week of April but some professors don't mind if we show up in class. Sooo.. More time for EVERYTHING!

Let's make a checklist to make me realize how much work I should be doing
BMAT2X - 2 more quizzes and the written final exam
PROFES1 - I already have a signed contract, so all I have to do are the brochures and posters that the client asked to.. and oh, preparation for our exhibit on the 8th!
FOTOGRA - Final Photoshoot (I have a lot in mind right now but I'll still have to see)
TECHDRW - This I'm not sure about. Just plates, I guess?
SONDESN - Radio Play and Ad
DESNCON - Panel Defense

THAT'S A LOT! I better start working by tomorrow.

Blessed are the hearts that can bend

2008-03-13T07:41:00.009+08:00

My internet dies at 1am EVERYDAY. I don't know what is wrong but the Wifi works fine with other PCs at home. It's weird and annoying but it helps me get to sleep earlier... HAAY and I still don't know how to fix the darn problem. How frustrating.

Today, I got to buy a new (and VERY cheap) headset from this store called CD-R king. Hahaha. The other one my dad gave me which I used for 2 1/2 years broke already but I don't have the money either (I'm saving up for something that I REALLLYY want) so I resorted to the 250-peso one. It works fine, actually. Heehee. Just trying on something new. I also got a sky blue colored tights coz I've always been wanting one.. They're not as good as skinny pants of course, but they'll do. If I save more than enough, I'll get it in purple, red, yellow, hot pink etc. etc. Great for school! Yes, Im serious about that.

So back to my frustrating internet connection, I started downloading episode 11 of OTH's season 5 around 1130PM so I can have something to put myself to sleep. TV shows would usually take an hour and a half and download's progress was only 30% 50 minutes after so I was kinda hopeless.. But a couple of seconds before my clock hit 1AM, something pops up, and whadaya know? Lucky me!

If there's no breaking, then there's no healing, if theres no healing, there's no learning
..And if there's no learning, there's no struggle

That was one quote from this week's episode which got stuck before going my way to dreamland. Very true. What if I didn't "break" at all? The struggle was quite hard but it's worth every pain. And if you ask me, I'm very much blessed for being able to go through after a long time. Just a little achievement yet something I'm so proud of. Sometimes, we all have to adapt to this strange but true saying that nothing really lasts forever.....

Melodramatic days. We all have this :)

When you feel a lil pressure..

2008-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I've been so stressed with school. You wouldn't even believe that there were times I couldn't sleep because of worrying about my subjects too much. If you really know what WORRY means to me. :(

I just want to give my brain a rest. Homeworks will wait! :))

Last night was Anne's 18th birthday. It was a Sunday party but who cares anyway? Seeing my highschool buddies was priceless!

My girls <333

.. And my 2 schoolmates in college

Another one as well (but we never see each other around in campus :( )

Ruffled bolero. HAHA. I feel like having my own fashion show with my eye makeup

PRETTY DEBUTANTE! :)

It's like having a college prom!

For Public View

2008-03-08T02:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah, everyone will access this blogsite from then on. I deleted around 400 blog entries which started way back in 2003-2004. THAT WASN'T EASY I TELL YOU!

And I finally changed the layout (after 10 years! Hahaha). That's my kitten on the header, taken by me of course ;)

Cheap Thrills

2008-03-08T00:15:00.006+08:00

Me, along with 2 college friends, Erika and Kahlil went to Paco Park last Thursday. The place was just a couple of steps away from Erika's house and we're lucky that there were very few people visiting. It was kind of disappointing since we were expecting something really interesting. But all we saw were graves, flowers and Jose Rizal's monument.. Just a small park, really.

The time was around 1-2pm. OH GAHD. Bad timing for taking photos. What else can we do, right? ;P

Anyway, PICTURE GALORE AGAIN! :)

Peaceful-looking Park

This doesn't look really good to the eye

Jumpshot!

Erika walking

Just a try on black and white

Oh, I love my friends!

Don't be shy Erika :))

My favorite! :)

With Kahlil's Canon EOS Kiss

GROUP HUG!

Yeah, it's focused on Kahlil's hand

Of course we made our 5-peso entrance fee WORTH IT!

Ohhhh new layout! Will fix it soon! Yay :)

Don't take it all away

2008-02-29T19:03:00.004+08:00

This wasn't a formal shoot or some sort. I held a mini slumber party with Erika (the model) and it happened that she just came from a photoshoot. How lucky can I get? Haha! I didn't get the look I wanted in the pictures though.

For some reason, I like how her face blurred here. Hahaha

And some pictures from the past (late last year)....

This was inside my red closet. Heehee :)

All taken with my very cute Nikon D40 :D

REVAMP!

2008-02-26T13:14:00.004+08:00

The blog looks dead now that's why I decided to add some changes. Hello, 2008! :)) Gahd, my previous posts are soooo dramatic I deleted them. Ick

What I'll do from then on:
-Post pictures in a higher res because it makes a blog look more interesting
-Make a Multiply album for my stock photos:D Viewable only by ME, of course! :))
-NEW LAYOUT -- SOON! :)

Right now, I only have an hour left for my next class which is SONDESN. I have a 4-hour break today that seems to be draining when spent in school so I opted to go home, eat a lot again, and surfffff!

NEW PHOTOS! :)

Sorry if it hurts your eyes. But it looks fine on my laptop.

Cat in a POT!!

AWWWW<3

Me, taken few minutes ago.

I need a notebook

2008-01-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

I need a notebook -- something cute, funky and in hard bound.. I've been notebook-less for a week now coz I just laze around especially on Wednesdays and Fridays [where I only have an hour's worth of class in the morning.. then I'm home after]... I want it to be unique, but not too expensive.. Maybe less than 250 pesos? Hahhaa.. I want to decorate: put beads, glitters, PINK FUR, and the like. I know there's a NBS beside my school but the store's limited of stocks sooo.. nevermind. My parents promised to take me to their branch in Glorietta [my personal fave] but since they got home late last night [talo pa ko sa gimikan hahaha], they can't accompany me today.

Why am I exaggerating on this one? You see, if I bring a decorated pink/purple notebook at school, it helps me boost up my drive in studying coz tadaaa... I've got cute stuff here! Hahaha:))

Catnapped

2008-01-11T15:06:00.002+08:00

I guess Wednesdays and Fridays are meant to be boring for me since I only have an hour's worth of class in the morning. I usually go home after, again, to make up for lacking sleep coz I have a very busy sched during Mondays and Tuesdays.

Today was nothing different. I was home before lunch time, logged in my YM account then talked to random people on my list. My friends and I are supposed to get our Quo Vadis copies today but it wasn't in the office yet. So instead, I asked my shopping partner to go with me to buy clothes for this term! YAYYY:)

4 Years, 6 Months, 2 Days

2008-01-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

If you're wondering, that's the title of ONE TREE HILL's episode one of its fifth season :) It premiered last January 8 and it had a 9.9 TV rating which means that everyone must've been OTH-hungry for a year and it was that good. James James-Scott is sooo cute! Now, I want my first born to be a boy and be as smart as him.. I love love him! I guess the new season would be veryyy boring without the 4-year-old kid. I watched it this afternoon before attending my DESNCON class coz I can't really help myself. I promised to see it tonight but well, I missed watching it!

I really didn't go to PROFES1 class last Tuesday like what I've said in my previous post.. So earlier today in DESNCON class, I asked a former blockmate if he's in the same class as mine for PROFES1.. And luckily, he is. Thank, thank God! He was kind enough to photocopy the syllabus for me [which is needed EVERY meeting coz if you don't have your own, you'll get a minus 10 or something].. And I wish I could miss ANY subject this week in exchange for PROFES1. They had their first quiz which covered, well, the professor's personal life! What the heck.. Hahaha. I'm way behind now! But yeah, I'll manage, I guess. :)

My highschool yearbook's already out.. Shall I give it a "YAY"? Coz compared to the previous batches, ours came quite earlier :) Downside is, it's not in hardbound! Errrr. With the verryy expensive tuition fee we paid [and the yearbook's as well], it's not really what I had in mind.. at all! But I still can't wait to get a copy! I'll be going to OBMC with Yoan for ours:D

Second day, not so good.

2008-01-08T16:23:00.001+08:00

Before anything else, I'd like to show some pictures for 2008. One each for my friend, Marianne's 18th birthday, and the mock photoshoot we had at our home last Sunday.. My dad was testing his old lights which he only took out after 10 years! But they still work fine, and that's good, isn't it?

And here, one of my favorite shots. That's Happy, our 7-year old mini pinscher who still looks healthy after all the years. I love taking pictures of animals with their mouths open [either tongues sticking out or yawning]. They look out of the ordinary and cuter, too!

I'm blogging right now because I'm too bored! Haayy.. I should've ditched school today and I knew it the morning I woke up.. My first class at 9:40AM was the lab of Business Math. I arrived 10 minutes late but the prof didn't really mind. Instead, he dismissed us earlier and said he wouldn't count it as a regular meeting. Okaaay, so I went home to make up for lacking sleep.. Then at 2:45 was my SONDESN (Sound Design) class. I was a bit lost around 10th floor coz the audio lab was almost as small as my room! I think I overslept so it was already 3:15 when I entered the SDA building. And just minute after, some technical person approached us and informed the professor's not coming. Another effort put into waste there! I was also supposed to meet up with my former blockmate, Erika to borrow something but her class doesn't start til 4.. I don't want to wait any longer anymore so I'm just getting it tomorrow instead.

I still have PROFES1 at 6pm tonight but I don't think I'll go. I used to cut first meetings for three reasons: the professor doesn't come, he/she would be too lazy to check the attendance, and it's just we don't do anything at all! Read the syllabus, then done!

So much for the first week

Cue To The Sun!

2007-11-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

So I am back again after quite awhile, school has been hectic as usual! As if there's something I can do, right? For the past 3 weeks, I've been waking up late which made me miss 3 3-hour HARTSD2 meetings. The prof doesn't really mind if you attend her class though. Sooo, I was able to come this morning but she informed me that I missed 3 quizzes and 2 homeworks. On a bright side, she's giving make up activities for those whose grades are below average like me! :P Well, other than HARTDS2, FREHAND, and ALGEB-X, everything's fine.. I guess. Thursday is the most tiring day of the week. I realized that I only should spend 5-6 hours [excluding breaks] in school, otherwise, I'm drained.

Okay, enough about school stuff! My dad already gave me my birthday present in advance.. A Nikon dSLR! :D I initially wanted Canon's 400D, but whatever. He demands for me to get the other brand so we can share lenses in the future:D Love it! :) D40x's 10-megapixel resolution is useless for me since I'm not into blow ups and such, so the money for it goes to accessories like the bag, rubber protector, and the ML-L3 dSLR remote control:D

I handheld my camera on this picture. It's quite heavy, if you ask me!

And as usual, cat photos! :)

I tried mounting my father's old lenses to my camera and I'm quite surprised that one is compatible w/its body. ;D They've been hanging around unused for a couple of years so it's time to get those things working once again.. YAY. Apparently, a number of them gathered molds inside as they age so they're pretty much useless. Sayang!

Here's a sample shot from his 50mm f1.8 :D Once again, it's Tiger, my cat:)

I'll change the layout soon -- this is quite old, and un-me already. Hehe

2007-09-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

Last night, while I was bored going through the www, I found myself a new hobby. Ironically, I got to play with make-up. Just like math and drawing, it has been my weakness. I used my mom's eyeshadow which I was forbidden to get my hands on since she knew how clumsy I can get with her stuff. So I sneaked in her room and tried my hands on this nice palette of eye make up. With a bit of smudging and tricks, I got to create smoky eyes! I loved the way it looked though I think there are still a lot of major adjustments.

Anyway, here's a picture!

Don't mind the pout please. I just think it's better viewed in this angle, otherwise.............. Haha!

I got to sleep. Me and my friend Erika [looks like I found a new adventure partner!] will be going tomorrow morning to Araneta Coliseum to get tickets for the AdMU-DLSU game on Thursday! This is gonna be my FIRST live game ever! Hahaha. Goodnight:)

Can I say I'm loving my course?

2007-09-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

I thought second term of second year's gonna give a hard time on my part since I'm not really into drawing and all. Or maybe I'm saying this because it's only the second week, which explains that heavy days are only about to approach.

The courses I took:
ALGEB-X - my second take on this damned subject. I'm hoping to pass this time. And hello to business math! [Ew?]

COMGRAP (Computer Graphics) - I got my tuition fee's worth on this one. Mac Widescreen PCs, baby!

COLREND (Color Rendering and Theory) - I was absent on the first meeting because I had to do something for YSpeak in DLSU. Irregardless of the fact that I didn't have materials due to lack of reminder, painting is funnn. :D We were taught the basics and though it doesn't seem to be easy at all, the time's all worth it!

FREHAND (Freehand Drawing) - my professor in this subject is my brother's batchmate in Benilde. Haha! Again, drawing itself is just torture! But I can't believe how much I've learned in two weeks. This doesn't mean I'll be good though. I will still suck no matter what I do.

HARTDS2 (History of Art and Design 2) - European Art again. I had trouble on HARTDS1 so I thought this one's gonna be hell... But my professor's really nice (she's also teaching in UP's CFAD). She made us design a whole wedding entourage and all. My groupmates are the best -- one each from Fashion, Industrial and Interior Design, makes everything easier if I must say. Haha

PARTDES (Philippine Art and Design) - Basically, just an introduction to the Philippine artists [Juan Luna for example] and if our class gets lucky, we'd get a trip to a museum. Yay!

Yay

2007-09-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

I finally had my hair colored! The first time I did was 3 years ago during summer. Long enough, isn't it? I think it's in a dark blue tone so no one noticed, and I had it changed to black again before school started. My hair's now chestnut brown, if I am not mistaken. It really looks like black on normal light setting and only appears colored when under the sun - just the way I wanted it, not too obvious. ;P I want to have a burgundy or a dark shade of blue/purple soon. I'll post a picture next time.

Oh how I love it.;)

Everything's not in the right place

2007-09-06T10:27:00.001+08:00

Do you ever dream about random people whom you barely know and talked to only once or twice in your entire life? Happened to me a couple of times, but this one wasn't any happy or joyous at all. In fact, I call it a nightmare! That person was brutally murdered near my school. It really freaked me out and scared me to death! Geez. I think he/she is the least person I expect to die cos although we are not close buddies, I know he/she had a lot of future plans- needless to say, he/she is very talented. I even reached the wake part and saw a lot of familiar faces, crying their hearts out for the loss of a loved one. It's a sad moment if you ask me, and I think I even cried while sleeping coz my eyes and the skin surrounding it were kinda moist the time I woke up! Hahaha.

One of Lucas Scott's unforgettable lines suddenly echoed in my mind: "Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real, when you woke up you didn’t know what to believe?" Haay. Thank God it's just a dream

They say life is short, I don't believe this cos there's nothing else longer you'll do than life itself. But for some- like this Korean girl from my school who jumped off her condo unit (without any undergarment on - they say there must've been a foulplay) a month ago and another student two weeks after (a guy this time) who did the same but caught himself in the electrical wirings before falling straight to the ground, IT SURELY IS.

BTW, I deleted my tagboard and added a comments page since it's not moving anymore. Haha.

TERM BREAK YAY:)

2007-09-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

Finally! I'm more worried than excited though. The course cards are out in two days, and I don't think I'll ever be ready to see my grades. I'll be really lucky to get a set of 1.0s on minors. A year ago, I almost cried for getting a 79[1.5] on a subject. How ironic. If it weren't for that one, I'd most likely be on the honor roll. That somehow uninspired me to do well. But I believe intelligence is not based on grades. Hahaha. Something to keep me up!

Will check on this later:)

2007-09-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

Two blogs in a day is bad enough adding the fact that it's finals week. On a lighter side though, I'm already done with most of my subjects and I only have one to go :) My HARTDS1 test was extremely DIFFICULT. We were allowed to open our notes, and even go home just to hit on books and surf the net for reference, BUUTTT.. drawing [aside from math] is my weakest spot. So the open-everything advantage was very useless for me. I still have a lot of drawing courses to take in the succeeding terms... God oh God, I was very lucky to pass NATSCA1 during my frosh year [my then-boyfriend did all the work for me:D yeah, he WAS nice. HAHA], but this time, I don't think I can handle - not without a presence of someone who illustrates well!

Anyway,

Nobody reads my blog. I really don't care if someone bothers to check on this. These are all for memories sake and I know when I grow up [haha], I'll be laughing my ass just by reading my rants. When I browsed through my 2004 blog entries, I ask, WHAT KIND OF MIND DO I HAVE BACK THEN? I AM SO CHEESY!!!! Yuck!! Oh, the layout above also speaks for itself. Hahaha. But the cheesiness in me will soon vanish, trust me:D I am going to be a career-oriented woman later on - just see! I will forget everything about love. Love is overrated So no love until I reach 30 something. It's not impossible. I managed to stay single for a year [technically, it's 9 months. but let's round it off alright].. Hey, it's long enough!

I need sleep. Bye!

Sleepless Part 3

2007-09-03T03:35:00.000+08:00

Thank God I was able to make up for my lost sleep last Friday. A few hours after I reviewed for my CATHWOR long quiz, my dad arrived from a week trip in Singapore. He had minor business there and he spent the rest of the days shopping with my brother who lives there since this particular store is on major sale. They were selling iPod Videos for 400 Singapore Dollars [1=30php]. Gee, if only I had the time. I need a new replacement for my old one. Anyway, he brought home a new PC for him, and Ferreros for me and my mother.

3 final exams are about to approach - I should be reviewing by now but I just feel the urge to blog. Haha. A usual Sunday, me and my family heard mass and went on for a little shopping around the mall. My mom got herself -as usual- another set of pots, pans and the like. The guys bought some computer stuff and dad got this super cool RayBan shades from the optical shop [his company's gonna pay for it later on]. I want contact lenses so bad but boo for me, when I got a check up, it says my eyes are in very good condition, and 20-20 vision it is! Soo, my parents wont allow! I'm weird for wanting those. Meanwhile, I had a major steal on this nice dress that was previously priced for 2 grand. That pretty much compensated for the contact lens frustration.

I was too tired so I was asleep till 10PM. I still don't know which one to start then and I was distracted by the people who kept on sending me IMs over. Haha. By 3AM, I finished my BASICOM 10-second commercial for an hour. FINALLY! I really ought to be studying right now, and in a while, I will. :P

These are pictures from Satuday, my gradeschool friend, Ashleigh's birthday. The aftermath was unplanned, actually. We went to The Fort (waste of time/money coz we paid for Maico's gas but we found out that we HAD TO leave), then to Temple. It was too boring so we decided to go home instead. This kinda makes up for my semi-heavy week!

2007-08-31T04:26:00.000+08:00

IT'S 4 IN THE MORNING and I still have no sleep for 2 days. CATHWOR test in 4 hours. I really, really got to make up for this. Actually, I still don't know if the professor will accept me in his class for my excessive absences. Technically, those were just the days I arrive 30 minutes before the time ends. One of the few reasons why I can't sleep at night. I am verrrry worried with my acads!

I really feel the urge to cuss now. I rarely use them unless my depression level's gone to a hundred percent. Currently, it's around 80-90.. Pero.. P********.. See? I don't even know how many letters comprise that one.

Another thing: the teething puppy ate my camera's battery. So it's pretty much useless now.

Still have to print the gazillion hand outs for CATHWOR. I'm out

Problem Free.

2007-08-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

Blogging about what happened this morning will make my day worse. I've been swarmed with problems lately and I seriously don't know how to handle them one by one :(

I downloaded Spice Girl's Spice World album. I bought one when I was 9 or 10 which I lost and got me in a sad state for days. I can't believe that up to now, I still sing every song with them! Every part of the lyrics is on my head and I think that's something that wouldn't be erased until I grow up:) I've been a die hard fan and it broke my heart when they parted ways. I imitated them a lot back then and ask my parents to get platform rubber shoes or short dresses like posh spice. She's my favorite next to Emma. If not for my mom, my hair would be blonde then. Haha.

I also watched the Spice World movie which I had in VHS Tape. Torrents are such a savior for having it. See how much I liked them? I memorize every single line in that film! The Spice Girls invasion has taken over me again. It's as if I feel I was back to my childhood days.

I want to be in that era again. When the word depression never existed in my vocabulary at all. When forming a five-girl group with my friends imitating the Spice Girls will make us the happiest kids on earth.

Oh, how I really really wish.

2007-08-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

<EMO>
Sometimes, I wonder if I'm crossing in your mind, and what happened between us. Or, really, what never happened between us.

Sometimes, I just have to wonder. ~~Maybe I could've loved you better.~~ ~~Maybe I should've loved you more. Maybe our hearts were next in line~~. Maybe everything breaks sometimes.

I know we're complete strangers now. We both pretend like we don't care, but I can feel the tension as much as you can. I know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare, and no matter what you think, ~~I still miss you.~~

It's funny how out of nowhere you came to my mind. ~~The truth is, I wish you were here again. All I'm asking for is one day, just me and you, all alone...~~ And if you can honestly tell me that you don't feel anything from me anymore, after that day, I promise, I'll finally walk away without looking back.

</EMO>

Don't worry about a thing kids, I'm a-okay. I am bored and I am fine. No, really. Hahaha

Thanks Essa:)

NO VIOLENT REACTIONS PLZZZ

Something to make the the girls smile

2007-06-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that isn’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

OTH season 4 finale

2007-06-09T14:09:00.000+08:00

"...im sorry i have more, i just think im having my baby!"

sooooo cute :) its amazing how these two people manage to stay together and pull each other up despite their differences. two thumbs up!

naley for life, yo!

long time no write

2007-06-06T12:57:00.000+08:00

i havent visited this blog for weeks. thank God no more girl basher that would surprise me on my tagboard. school has been quite okay.

boring subject list:
joseriz- the subject just doesnt interest me at all :(
cathwor- im sick of theology classes! a year is enough :( thats why everyone calls it catWHORE even way back. hahahaha. funny, funny ;p
hartds1- a 3-hour class, all about the history of arts and design. i never liked history at all! theres another of this next term. omygod. ill be needing a bucket of coffee for every meeting.

philien [phil.lit] is the ONLY subject i really really like. the professor's extra nice and i love literature to begin with ;)

im loving the new building as well. though some classrooms are still missing [HAHA], it's the beauty of it that tops it all. snaps for that :D

mother's day?

2007-05-14T02:20:00.000+08:00

is it like february 14 that make the specialty shops earn more? or an extraordinary day to honor the women who brought us into this world? funny how we only celebrate this only once a year when we should dedicate every day in our lives loving our mothers.

ill share my own story.

mom and i were never close. we belong on opposite poles, as they say. i grew up being a daddys girl and my 3 siblings hated me because they all thought our dad would take my side when i argue with them.

but come to think of it, there are only two people who REALLY saw me for 17 years: mom and my kuya. my dad works abroad and hes only with us every other month, even before i was born. and now my kuya moved to singapore for good, its only my mother whos left standing. just recently, i came from a heartbreak without my fathers presence. i had no choice but to exhaust my feelings to mom, otherwise, i might have gone crazy. i knew she helped me more than any other person did. since then, i knew it was a start of a blossoming friendship.

never would i find a woman as amazing as her. she nags us like theres no tomorrow but i understand that its just one of her motherly duties. she is the ONLY one who'll STILL wake up at 3AM when i get fever attacks, the one who can shop with me all day long without complaining, the one who'll believe i can do what i cant, and the one who'll call me beautiful even if i just came out of bed. without a doubt, shes the best mom out there is. ;)

happy mother's day to all the HOT mommies out there!

you noticed?

2007-05-12T12:47:00.000+08:00

the second time im featuring michelle branch. i remember making a similar layout 2 years ago - same song lines and pictures. i love love love the song. still a favorite ;)

my remaining summer to-do-list

2007-05-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

okay, here it is.

course adjustment
since i dropped my summer class for algeb, theres no way for me to take business math. the subjects i have in mind are freehand drawing and fotogra. but i realllyyyy want to get freehand. that would depend on how much the adviser loves me, though.

have a haircut
i find split ends very, very annoying. who doesnt? im glad my bangs finally grew a little longer after a very disappointing haircut i got a few months back. i had to clip them everyday and sacrifice my looks with a big forehead. but seriously, im starting to love the bangs. ;D

get another set of clothes
i bought body-hugging plain tops in all colors last week. these shirts win in terms of comfort but its too dull if i wear them to school everyday. i also need a new pair of jeans and a couple of bermuda shorts (when the really hot weather strikes again). but i still love my monotoned baby tees. they make me get a sexy feeling without looking slutty. haha ;D

shoot another music video
the probable start of our singing careers. credits to our ex boyfriends who inspired us to do so well. :D

go to a nearby beach with my friends before summer ends
this is going near impossible, but a little wishful thinking wouldnt hurt. after all, i still have 2 weeks. ;)

living the night shift

2007-05-11T04:26:00.000+08:00

no, im not working in a call center.

summers getting boring nowadays. i cant believe i wasted money getting a summer class reservation and ditch it for job obligations. im earning a little actually, but not enough to suffice me a D50. maybe what i need most for now is a new pc. my 4-year old laptop's pretty much dysfunctional for the past days. i think she gave up on me! it had a broken hinge and USB port. can it get any better? oh, well. but come to think of it, weve been through thick and thin. crazy as it may seem, i cry in front of her when love problems struck. i love her and i will keep her in my memory box as i get old :)

my brother and i started sleeping around 5 in the morning since last week in hopes of finishing his DVD collection. despite A LOT of projects for benilde and my client [whos a great great photographer by the way], i still get a feeling of being bored. geez, whats wrong with me?

the only thing im looking forward to is a good sophomore year. i made up with the people whom ive had conflicts with for the past two terms and i think im friends with them again. my bitterness for someone has finally come to an end. this time, i can say it with all honesty.

and i tell you, it felt so damn good. :)

YES. ;)

2007-05-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

i am back to blogging. i deleted my past entries (from 2004) for some reason id rather not tell.

im gonna fix the layout soon.